Thursday, January 1, 2009
{ 11:01 AM }
Hey world!
Man i can't sleep. I've got too much going on in my head! damnnn so this is going to be my attempt to spill everything from my head out and get some sleep!=D
ORD! should i have a party/celebration should i not. hahaha AND even if i do who shall i invite. what shall i do for a celebration should i have one. DAMN my head is going on and on with questions. one question leads to another two and this doesnt seem to be ending! RARR. well at least i have some answers, i do kinda want to have a party for it, but i guess i'm worried i dont know how to plan one or who i can invite=( damn makes me feel kinda loser but i know it's just my head getting in the way.
Interformations. Geez i know my team is decent, but how strong is it actually? good enough to be champs? or at least top 4? i have no idea. i guess the unknown is just killing me. well all i can hope for is the best
Singapore Closed. I really want to do wel for this tournament, but i also know i've not been preparing for it so i cant expect too much so that really sucks.=( why cant i get motivated to be discliplined anymore what is going to really drive me.
Post ORD. It's jsut a month away from now. Am i gonna be able to get some coaching jobs? i need it if i'm going not gonna get a normal job. how about YALE? when shall i go? will there be anything going on if i head up early and if i do where will i stay who will i hang with?.=X it's a new life a new society and i hope it's gonna be a blast.
I think that's it.=D i think at least. hahaha well all i can do is try to trash it all out. and now try to get some sleep. geez it's already 3am!?! i need to be up at 830. ive got 5 hrs of sleep. i am pretty sleep deprived.=( well
OH! last min thingie! i rmb !? JACE!!BUTTER FACTORY tonight right?!! sounds good i cant wait BRO! let's rock the building! it's damn awesome to have bros like you man!=)
Goodnight world! love ya all & sweetest dreams to everyone
