Saturday, January 31, 2009
{ 9:46 AM }
Hello world,
The last of my chinese new year for the next for years is coming to an end. It has been quite a rollercoaster for me this year... It all started with Duty on Chu Xi(new year's eve). yeah that sucked. the air con was blistering cold and well quite frankly duty is boring. then it continued to the first two days of chinese new years which was pretty cool
one the first day i went visiting had then rested and basically bummed around the whole day. On the 2nd day, it was more interesting. i went To JZ's place at night for some topspin/poker/trashtalk/drinks. That was pretty.... LAGUNA BLADE... hahaha! (inside joke)
Then i went back to camp in the morning for more DUTY! GRRR this really really sucks asss.. i hate duty lah duty duty then i always fall sick lah dammit. so i caught a flu somewhere during the week and when i did my next duty, i did it with a damn 37.2 degress celcius fever! ARGRHH i wanted to stab myself. well when the duty was over, my dearest ENCIK called me and said i has to prepare the stores for a LOGISTICS SPOT CHECK!!, WAH THANKS ALOT AH FEVER WANNA FAINT and i still have to chiong somemorework. SO, i got it done and finally managed to book out. that's a relief.Of course at this pt i was totally screwed lah my body was hot and cold, feverish and weak, got home for a good nights of rest and that brings me to TODAY!=)
went to the squash court to hit some balls then get back into the swing of things. i'm still feeling kinda weak but much much better now that im out from the dirty camp of mine. went over to justin's place for dinner and poker.!OMG i love love love poker. hahaha i played a pretty clean game of poker, one huge lost to justin for 30 odd bucks, but all in all i played pretty well managed to come back from that with quite abit of profit. then downstairs for PON2. whatever that is. hahaha new version of blackjack. Pretty cool stuff=) hahaha quite a heart stopper this game but i think the house was giving us some chances=) hahaha very nice uncle! thanks! LAGUNA BLADE CHAN LIGHTNING COMBO yo TIM. hahaha
Goodnight world.love and peace.
Kenneth
Saturday, January 17, 2009
{ 6:57 AM }
Hey world!
I feel like crap right now. well the tournament is over and i came in 3rd. IT has probably the worst show i've have ever played. i was out of touch, unfit and slow, THAT is the worst feeling to have. At this point, there's two things i can do.
1) give up totally and become a slob of self-pity
2) train up and get fitter and have a come back.
Which will i choose. only time will tell i guess=)
whichever it is,ORD OH come on! just a couple more days to the BIG ORD, but i don't know what is installed for me after that....well i have driving lessons that's the only sure thing. other than that, job,plans all NIL.=( i want to have fun but how.?
Loveyall goodnight <3
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
{ 6:32 AM }
hello world!
update time. Interformations has started and what a way to start...=( we got trashed 4-1 in the first round=(. damnnn we really kinda suck i thought we might have a chance but, nonono we don't have a chance. at least i dont really think so...=( wahhh how how how...=(
Goodnight world love!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
{ 11:01 AM }
Hey world!
Man i can't sleep. I've got too much going on in my head! damnnn so this is going to be my attempt to spill everything from my head out and get some sleep!=D
ORD! should i have a party/celebration should i not. hahaha AND even if i do who shall i invite. what shall i do for a celebration should i have one. DAMN my head is going on and on with questions. one question leads to another two and this doesnt seem to be ending! RARR. well at least i have some answers, i do kinda want to have a party for it, but i guess i'm worried i dont know how to plan one or who i can invite=( damn makes me feel kinda loser but i know it's just my head getting in the way.
Interformations. Geez i know my team is decent, but how strong is it actually? good enough to be champs? or at least top 4? i have no idea. i guess the unknown is just killing me. well all i can hope for is the best
Singapore Closed. I really want to do wel for this tournament, but i also know i've not been preparing for it so i cant expect too much so that really sucks.=( why cant i get motivated to be discliplined anymore what is going to really drive me.
Post ORD. It's jsut a month away from now. Am i gonna be able to get some coaching jobs? i need it if i'm going not gonna get a normal job. how about YALE? when shall i go? will there be anything going on if i head up early and if i do where will i stay who will i hang with?.=X it's a new life a new society and i hope it's gonna be a blast.
I think that's it.=D i think at least. hahaha well all i can do is try to trash it all out. and now try to get some sleep. geez it's already 3am!?! i need to be up at 830. ive got 5 hrs of sleep. i am pretty sleep deprived.=( well
OH! last min thingie! i rmb !? JACE!!BUTTER FACTORY tonight right?!! sounds good i cant wait BRO! let's rock the building! it's damn awesome to have bros like you man!=)
Goodnight world! love ya all & sweetest dreams to everyone
Friday, December 26, 2008
{ 8:01 PM }
Hey!
I'm going on a CRUISE YO! =D hahaha the ROYALE CARIBBEAN. ooOO. it sounds really good. i hope it turns out fun=) heehehehe well this christmas has been pretty boring=( sighs it's time to spice things up abit hopefully this cruise is gonna be a blast!=)
CIAOZ!=D
Monday, December 22, 2008
{ 7:48 PM }
HI!!
OMG it's been AGES since i've had a good training session. damn and it's christmas already. which means... foood booze food booze!! :(:( die liaoz. no training+yummy food=rollypolly!:( bleaaah looks like i better get off my ass and do some midnight runs or smth! at least i've got my push-up regime but that's not enough.
Geeez the last week of camp was TERRIBLE late nights, long hours in that stupid ARMSKOTE and then boooze no wonder i came down with a flu/sorethroat. lucky i've recovered from it already, or else...=( saddd welll it'stime to look forward to christmas, but the only thing is i've not done my christmas shopping. damn=(
Ciaozppl!
Thursday, December 18, 2008
{ 8:41 AM }
Hey world!
here's the tip for the day!=) if you want to get tipsy fast, drink a jug of long island! haahahaha and if you want to make sure your standards don't drop, dont get tipsy! damn lessons for the day=(damnnn.
it's been sucha a long week live firing after another after another i really need a break! geez i have to get my interformation stuff going soon...im so tired.! won't somebody save me!
Goodnight!
Saturday, December 13, 2008
{ 10:00 PM }
Hello world!
Firstly, i want to say, my legs are aching!! zouk out is really good training i think! hahaha
Yeah it was quite an experience, not a mega havoc party, nor a totally boring one either. hahaha people change, do stupid stuff but that's the whole fun of it. let loose live up! hahaha i love the live bands at the start! after that, the music didnt quite live up to what i like i guess:( hahaha
Well now that i've been there and gone through it, i'm satisfied.
It's time for me to snap back to reality and get back into NS mode=(
Ciaoz!
{ 2:02 AM }
hELLO WORLD.
There is only one thing impt today. and that is ZOUK OUT@!!!
SEEya there!xoxoxo=)
Thursday, December 11, 2008
{ 7:04 AM }
Heya world!
Today, i cut my hair!! hahaha i think it's really nice but i'm not quite sure how to style it though.=x oh wells i can try an error! hahahha zouk out is coming in two days!! i really wanna go and have a fun time considering it'll probably be my only chance to.=( oh wells we'll see hopefully it is worth ever buck cause now a days lifes gettin kinda boring... time to make love like nanana!=)
goodnight world!
Monday, December 8, 2008
{ 8:22 AM }
Hey world,
I WANT TO ORD ALREADY!!! PLEASE! sigh... i enlist in 2007 and i get out in 2009 this is not cool. yes yes Damn Bedok camp. Damn SAF. well at least it's almost over just a couple more stuff on.
In the mean time... DAREN YEOW IS ENLISTING!!!;) hahaha SUCKA bro. hahaha nah just kidding i hope you get your deferment man... hopfully you only enlist after i leave. then we can hang till i go US....
today i went vivo twice! hahaha managed to get my shirt from club marc!=) wheee i love this brand. the stuff there is really nice... i should really stop shopping somuch it's not healthy.
Goodnight world=( i need to go back to camp soon=(
Saturday, December 6, 2008
{ 4:50 AM }
Hey guys,
I've decided to do a RANT-RANT-RANT post today. If you're wondering,yes it is cause my parents used the same old damn faggoty shit on me again. Today i have decided to BLAST it all out and well, you be the judge, see if you've been under "how to make my kids feel bad so that i can control them" system aka emotional blackmail.
This is my scenario, I can't work and make enough money to pay my own college. On top of that my dad's earns too much to qualify me for any form of financial aid. I ain't smart enough to get a scholarship based on my academic results. The College I've gotten into cannot give scholarships based on sporting excellence or any other forms of merit. In other words there is no way in hell I can afford my own college education. AND MY PARENTS KNOW THAT.
So, with this, they can say whatever they want and i can't talk back. I am not even allowed to have a wishlist. In fact the money i have, is not even really mine. I cant spend it on what i want cause if they don't approve. they'll use the system on me. " Ken you don't have money to waste on things you want. If you got so much money go pay for your own college fees". Ie I'm screwed.
Oh you want a Macbook? "i buy u a macbook, you pay your own college fees."
Oh you want new shoes? "go pay for your own college fees first"
Oh you want to do so&so? " if you can pay for your own college fees you can do what you want"
Ie since they've payed for my food, give me allowance, pay for my schooling, they'll keep their damn leach on me till forever. It's like a Lifetime Bank loan that eats away at you life. And it's impossible to opt out cause there's no way you could be financially independent when you're a kid.
I am so sick of this bullshit from my family, OH you're not as smart as your brother, look at him his secondary school fees were cheaper cause he had a scholarship, OH look at him, he's in LAW SCHOOL, oh he'll be as good as you in squash if he was given all the opportunity you were given, OH he's so goody-two shoes we can let him do as he wishes, OH his grades are all As so we'll reward him and praise him.
Wait wait wait, what? you won this title and made it into this team or that school? So what.. you're brother would have done the same. If we didnt support you, you'll never have made it. So it's not you're victory or your achievement, it's MY gromging and support that allowed you to obtain whatever you have.
Sigh, I am seriously so damn sick of this damn shit my parents use on me. I SEE DAMN CLEARLY CAN YOU NOT TAKE ME FOR A FOOL!. as if they already think i am...
Sorry world, i just had to let it out. who wants to get wasted with me>?
Goodnightworld.
Friday, December 5, 2008
{ 8:34 AM }
Yo world,
Whee i had training today! finally got into the squash court and actually did some serious power trainings. and topped it off with some exciting doubles and shiatz.. hahaha! man i better start training my strength and fitness..=) hahaha!
Well the highlight of the day is Class dinner! so6d-ers'08 wooah! wassup nice to catch up with the guys and girls from the class... looks like everyone has come a long way=) awesome man.. it's real nice to see ya'll hope to see ya'll soon again soon too.=)
Love&Peace
Goodnightworld.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
{ 7:32 AM }
Hey world!
Being in the ARMY SUCKS! yada yada yada... yeah i dont think i need to elaborate on that... they steal your pink IC(freedom), ask you to do dumbass stuff and eat away two years of our precious youth. sigh... . . well nevermind... 10 weeks to go!! just about 70 days and counting... 69, 68...
Anyways, away from that, I have yet to finish or even get half way through my Christmas shopping!! ooh damn!!=( i'd apologise but i think apologise worth very little, it's not like i can wrap up a huge "sorry" and it'll be the same as a present. along side with that is "it's the thought that counts". hahaha! the stupid stuff that we tell ourselves to make us feel better, Self-Denial. How would you like if your friends told ya that they spent an hour thinking about your present. See if you can go enjoy that "thought that counts".
Geez i'm feeling crankky aren't I. Sorraye mates i guess i get brutally crude with my honesty, well at least it's 100% no-bullshit no-crap yea=)? Well on a lighter note, looks like this year i might be going for a cruise holiday with my family after Christmas.=D (Don't worry Noah, my parents said we'll be back on New Years Eve morning)
A HUGE SHOUT OUT TO MA MATE JACE! see you real soon man! we're so going for frozen margaritas at iguanas!;) call me.!<3
Goodnightworld!XOXO
Monday, December 1, 2008
{ 6:54 PM }
haha HEY world! yes i have been handicaped. BUT it's not physically disfigured... my golfing ability has been classified such that i am 19.5 handicap! don't think i'm that good though.=( i thought i'd at best a 24.=) whahahaha! oh wells looks like i'll have to play up to my handicap.
Enough about golf, CAMP SUCKS! man i really dont like being in camp=( i just sit around and get fat. even all the crap i have to do does not help me lose weight at all. in fact i'm probably getting unfit and fat in here. While im in camp, i lose all motivation to do do ecxercise. weird eh? oh wellz... enough about that.
Geezz i had a arguement with a good friend of mine. Damn. oh wells i know i am right and it just really sucks to have to go through all that crap. makes me wonder is this friend really worth all that effort. it's not the first time. what are friend if you cannot depend on their words. perhaps it's too much to expect honour from friends. honourable people in our community is getting fewer by the day...
Gooddaytoyoualloutthere.<3
Sunday, November 30, 2008
{ 8:10 AM }
Golfing at Seletar executive course SUCKS! don't waste your time there!!!. omg, i probably spent more time looking at the groups in front kill each other with their wayward shots then i actually did playing golf.=( BARrGGH. hahahha well at least i got to practice some shot and get my new putting stroke - i wonder if it'll work on the course though.
Anyways the weekend has been pretty quiet i guess, spent some time with the parents playing scrabble, then played a little bit of squash, i'm gonna be embarking on the 100push-up thingie tmr too!! hahaha i cant wait. hahaha man i better whoop myself into shape, i'm getting pudggy=( and FATTT!! RARRRR!!! time to run and run and train!
Omg i almost forgot! i got ditched/pangsei tdy!...man why are some ppl so unreliable, i guess i'm just too naive, gotten toughen up boy!=)
Goodnightworld=)sweetdreams
Friday, November 28, 2008
{ 7:50 AM }
Hey yo world!
I played golf today!!!=) hahahaha man i really messed up the first 9holes but played some fantastic golf the back nine... hahahaha of only we had more hours in a day then i could play golf and still do more with the day...=X oh wells all good things always comes with a trade-off i guess.
Gotta get up early tmr to meet up with james and CX for a hit in the morning b4 i meet Mr.Z=D hahaha hope he doesnt come looking too stressed... it kinda rubs off=(
Seeyaworld!goodnight
Thursday, November 27, 2008
{ 9:01 AM }
wassup world!
Today, my body was running at 50% energy level the WHOLEDAY!!=( had a game with Rizal, hahaha i could not hit the ball hard at all. hahaha! so i guess i had to poke and push the ball around hahaha still won though thankfully:)
Met Daren to watch Body of lies, that was a really good movie. not a I must watch again, but a good to watch movie. the script is nice and story line is pretty good, i'd recommend it anyone.
It was real nice to meet up with Huron and Daren today for coffee=)it's been ages. too bad each time i meet Huron, he's generally preoccupied with smth, so there's no real time to sit back and chill... well at least he's off his bum and doing smth with his great mind. somehow it feels not as close as last time, guess must be all the things in between(kinda expected sadly)
OH well i better rest for golf tmr!
Goodnightworld.seeyatmr
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
{ 11:52 AM }
Hello world!=D
Today was a run errand day for me =X went down to the orthodontist to get my new set of braces. Then down to HCI for coaching. hmmmm all the J1s come for trng, but where are the Seniors? lolx i guess they're all still partying from finishing their Promos or smth. Well the girl team looks pretty strong, whereas the guys team looks like they need a heck load more work. Sorry guys, but its true.
After that i went down to ORCHARD to get myself a new pair of pants from LEVIS, OMG i love love shopping! i'd get a couple more if i had the $$$ to. hahaha man i can't get enough of shopping. geeeez
"if i had all the money in the world...=D"
Dinner and clubbing with Mel and friends. It waste quite a disappointment that Zouk had some funny thing that girl tickets into phuture was out at like 9plus. Well we headed down to powerhouse at St James...
This was awful at first. started with slow RnB and ridiculous queues to get drinks, then the crowd...and someone say sugar mummy? hahaha jkjk i guess i'm a little too young for that crowd. but some of the ppl were pretty cool there at the same time. Something is wrong with me today though, i could not drink at all. the vodka and tequilla mixes made me feel like puking. Even E33 tasted weird...something is wrong with me. only the whisky shot seemed to go down easily. oh well at least i met a couple of MELLIE's friends who are pretty cool ppl. ok that's it time to rest so i can play with Rizzler tmr at 12.
ps, mel your light brown hair with red highlights are NOT THAT BAD just be carefull how you dress with it and be confident about it, then u can pull it off.
Goodnightworldseeyouagain.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
{ 8:48 AM }
Hello blog,
Today i went down to SCC to train with Presh, but we got kicked out after an hour so we had to move down to kallang =( whatabummer. but well kallang has AIRCON=D mwhahaha and played bits of squash there. Gosh i'm so rusty, luckily i still manage to clock some time on court and train my interform teammate up a little=).
Then down to ORCHARD ROAD to meet with one of mates! hahaha geeez everytime i go out with him, i get tempted to shop shop shop!!! RAArGG man i'm gonna be adding stuff to my wishlist liaoz=D=D man i think i betta not think abt shopping so much since christmas is just round the corner. oh wellls, me and my severe lack of financial freedom, deal with it ken;).
Goodnightworld<3
Monday, November 24, 2008
{ 9:03 AM }
I just came back from the best squash trip ever!!!
Ramy,Shabana,Karim. You three are the holy trinity of squash! amoung you guys, you've created awhole new genre of squash! AMAZINGG!!
The trip started off slow at the HKFC then i managed to get to train a bit with the the locals!! whoohoo soo much fun! it's been ages since i actually had organized training...-damn im gettin flabby.
Many Thanks goes out to James who made this Trip possible. YOUDAMAN.
goodnightworldseeyoutmr.
